Hmm..today is our 2 years anni but I am here alone blogging. Went to collect my passport in the morning and fyp at Stella house in the evening. Baby went sailing and we can't celebrate our 2 years.. very disappointing.. but he have no choice, I guessed. Last year, we also never celebrate our 1st year anniversary because of some fucked up reason which I don't wish to state here. This year.. I also can't have a happy anniversary celebration with him. HAIIS.. I am not blaming him but I can't help feeling sad and disappointed.. ='(
Well, thinking on the positive side, we are going for Bintan vacation next wed, thurs and fri. Hope that we will have more fun over there instead.. =\
Currently, my mood is damn bad. In exact, PISSED is the word. My sis spoilt my camera and my parents feel that it is nothing. She ALWAYS spoils my stuffs and I am the one who get blamed and I am the one PAYING for it. WTFWTFWTF?? I am already penniless and all she did is to increase my burden. Now my hp bill owe 300+ and my mum refused to pay for me cause I didn't know how to lessen my bills. Ya, I know.. I deserved it. But life without hp sucks like hell..
Further more, I scored a D+ for my IT PROJECT MANAGEMENT test. I seriously dunno why this can happen when I actually studied hard for it! On top of that, after my test, I was so confident of myself cause the whole test seems so easy to me. But alas, this is the Fcuked up result I get. =(
DISAPPOINTED once again!
I am so so stressed up about finicial issue now.. haiis.. dunwanna think so much.. sometimes, I really feel like quitting school and go out to work. Perhaps, I will be better off this way~ but I know.. all this troubles will eventually be alright in the end..
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